| I promise myself to NEVERRR allow myself
to fall for assholes again. Never ever again. I promise others that I will start
checking my cell WAY more often. =] |
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| *Sigh*
I think I've subconsciously taught myself to block out the things that make me sad and nostalgic.
Like people that are gone now, and places i'll never see again.
I barely have any memories of Texas anymore 'cause I tried so hard for three years to forget about everything that happened there. I've tried to forget about the twins leaving, Esther leaving, Tommy and Peter leaving, and everything/everyone else that's gone now. I guess it's not a bad thing to block out old memories and force myself to avoid things that'll hurt me and make me sentimental anyways.
But it sucks that so many things are changing. It also sucks that I constantly push my responsibilities away.
UGH. There's so much I need to finish, but I get so lazy.
Maybe I'm getting senioritus. That's legit right? |
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| Everything happens for a reason, right?
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| I feel like I could conquer anything in life
with an acceptance letter from UW along with a white ferret.
I'd name him Peanut Butter. You don't seem to notice me anymore.. *sigh*
I should've treated you better when you really truly loved me.
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